Mental Health Madness PT2
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Continuing on from Mental Health Madness PT1 having already had the hurdle of trying to see a GP, I decided as a writer to do what I believe many in desperate need won't do, and that's to fill in the Wellbeing Centres online seven-page questionnaire to try and access the service? The question that shocked me the most was on the last page, it asked if I was thinking of committing Suicide and if so had I planned how I was going to do it? There was then a box where I'm asked to describe exactly HOW I would do it? I have to admit there was a mixture of shock, anger and sarcastic thoughts buzzing through my head at this point. Once you've seen a question you can't unsee it and I think it's just human nature, curiosity and automatic reaction to do that theoretical thing, where your inner head Chimp goes "Oh okay, well I wouldn't commit suicide but if I did how WOULD I do it? I was tempted to write in the box "I'm thinking of shoving